PODRAGON

Hey, Goodmorning. The status of my creation and lucid dreaming today is painful. I have to persist. I am regaining memories from my childhood that exist within in my dreams. Yet I am still having lots of fun. Where I can. I am depressed and without a house. I need a shower, I need water, I need to rot but I can't. And that is good.

I wake up exhausted. I haven't drank enough water. I lost my jug. My dreams are once again within fear. I have to become aware of this. I did this purposefully but if I can't pull myself out of it I am going to spin there.

My memories are so strange and unfluid right now. I can not do the things I need to do. I need to jump start. I don't know. I think this will pass. Everything hurts and I must persist. I don't want to feel like this I don't know how to talk about anything that I actually think about and whatever. This feeling is temporarily. I am a small part of a larger system. I am disconnected. I will get better again.

I have to return to myself. To those tunnels which I come from. TO the knowledge which I study. To the work I do. I'm getting better at letting it pass. Look at my little art which I can make at this time.

IMP IN THE SPIRALS

SIGIL CRAFT